"Trying to explain myself"

Here I go writing not in my native language because I want to explain something that I dont even know how to do it ... so I have the weird idea that is more dinamic if I dont speak perfect this language too, dont you think??

How can I begin? How can I talk about a feeling that I dont how to born inside me? Im weird sometimes ... or maybe most of time I have to accept that.

Maybe I think too much, or Im more sensitive to things.

Ok, so I still dont start to tell what I want to tell ...

I hate when I give something to someone, call it time, atention, LOVE and I feel like they not appreciate that ... I think that kind of thing should be bidereccional, I hate cold persons, why we dont show our love every single day? why we are so afraid to say I love you? why we just focous in banality thing instead of put all our atention in things that really matters!? Why our physical appearence influences so much in the opinion of a person can made about you? why we remember the bad things that happen in life instead of removed that and leave the good ones? why WE the human racional race complicate all the things?? We are a perfect creation, did you know that?

I'll love to put in the sky "Love is the only way to make you happy", life is beauty with a smile on it.

Why is so hard to love?why?

Do you know that every single little detail can make the difference and make happier a person?? even the way  that we say Hi, or Bye ... well i have to admit that the goodbyes are harder to handle it, but you can say a sweet goodbye, do you know what I mean?

The way you treat a person is so essential.

We should see hearts not faces, but is so hard, even more hard in this life ... anyways 

God will always love me     :)